‼️World Narcissistic Abuse Awareness Day‼️ Narcissistic Abuse…

‼️World Narcissistic Abuse Awareness Day‼️

‼️Narcissistic Abuse…

On this first day in June

It’s never too soon

This international day

Narcissists need to pay

There’s nothing worse

To live with this curse

To half the world over

It sits on your shoulder

It’s not your fault

It’s the devil’s occult

This acts academy

You just don’t see

This prominent force

Is the mind’s divorce

Some misdiagnosed

Have left life’s post

Beautiful oceans

A sea full of potions

To the narcissist

You are the pessimist

Pure evil it is

This analysis

For they just believe

And can’t conceive

Disguised allure

There is no cure

It will devour

All your #power

If you can surmise

And do realize

It’s a battle to live

And you must not give

If there’s any way

You must go grey

Become the rock

And truly block

Never look back

It will attack

After this game

Life’s never the same

Please do remember

To not surrender

If a narcissist is near

Don’t give them your fear

Without you to chew

They have nothing to do

They will find another

Make awareness your thunder

#PaulaG

#mentalhealth #health #health #violence #crime #education #abuse #survivor #psychology

Mon June 1 2020

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‼️Undulated Casualty‼️

It was a secret deep inside

What lies beneath the ocean’s tide

I screamed, I cried, and all for what

I loved, I trusted, and I sought

 

A beast you are I have to say

I wish I knew before that day

But if I did then what would be

How can I make this up to me?

 

Full disclosure promised thee

The gentle man I once did see

His lips I kissed have always lied

The mask now rests by his side

 

The silent scream within my soul

Oh where to go without a goal

I feared, I froze, I did defy

Sudden thought, just let me die

 

I claimed no right to live your life

I was your partner as your wife

I thought only to share with you

In all of life and after too

 

There was in me a love so pure

Genuine devotion most demure

Candid strength and honesty

I also gave true sympathy

 

All at once in that moment

You became my opponent

All that was and so much more

No longer now to adore

 

Fear was now a friend to me

Power here I could not see

All the world I ever knew

Lost all vigor and sinew

 

I was afraid and paralyzed

Until the day I realized

Your weakened soul did remit

You lost your life and did commit

 

Evil reigns within you now

I no longer wonder how

In all you do and all you say

Poor soul in you lost it’s way

 

I cannot help you more my dear

You live alone with all you fear

Your undulated casualty

Is no longer my priority!

#PaulaG

“When you live with Narcissism
Hell on earth is your prison” 
#Opism

‼️HOLY ENDURANCE‼️

‼️HOLY ENDURANCE‼️

All we are taught

Seems so systematic

Life events occur

And are so dramatic

To see it as a problem

The scholars scribble down

So many people panic

And they begin to drown

The losses are so many

The jobs to pay for life

Other things don’t matter

When they sit upon a shelf

There is a greater loss

To those without their health

Crying is occurring

After life has lost this wealth

It is a bitter pill

To stay inside a cage

However it’s a place

To save your life’s wage

When before the isolation

The world was moving fast

Mental health was losing

Disturbed was mental stats

Now we see the skies

We see the bright blue sea

The streets in desolation

A museum that is free

Slowly we approach

Permission to go out

After sleeping we awaken

Hibernation was without

If we take our steps

Forgetting all precaution

Then buckle up for more

There will be ammunition

Distress has now become

A daily occurrence

Every person needs

Some holy endurance

#PaulaG

‼️PEBBLES IN YOUR SHOES‼️

‼️PEBBLES IN YOUR SHOES‼️

When you’re behind in all your mail

To not reply does not mean fail

It’s hard at times to do your best

If you don’t stop to take a rest

After attempting many times

You start to see so many lines

Late at night you want to stop

As your eyelids start to drop

In your dream you are transported

To a thought that you aborted

Random idea you tried to deal

When you awake you think it’s real

When your imagination sparks

Dreams announce their remarks

That there want inside of you

A nagging thought that pinches too

If there’s a pebble in your shoe

Your steps will never pedal you

A life to live that is different

It’s up to you to make it reverent

When long ago you had this thought

You doubted too and then forgot

Your dream at night tried it on

Waking conscience now begun

To walk in line with your dream

Means travelling with full steam

There is much work for you to do

Your dedication will make it true

Many doubters said you’d lose

So many pebbles in your shoes

To your own shock and great surprise

The ones you needed were disguised

The time it takes to get it going

Days fly by and you are growing

A passion sense creates the fire

Your truth beholds a dying liar

Not without the many guesses

Hand delivered mind addresses

To your shoes and the pebbles

Shake them out and use your pedals

#PaulaG

‼️YOUR THRONE‼️

‼️YOUR THRONE‼️

Do you ask if you’ll get through?
Financial troubles scaring you?
Are you frozen, holding on?
Are you just moving to get done?

Oh, so many countless ways
80,000 minutes in 74 days
At minute 1 you had hope
8 weeks later! Can you cope?

It’s hard to factor patient’s time
And apply when you’re not fine
It takes too long to figure out
What to do when you’re without

When all is well we are not thinking
What do we miss when we are blinking
With every step there is improvement
Until the final breath and movement

In all essence we are the same
In this life we learn the game
Strange to me is how confusing
All the rules we are not using

Baby breath is precious air
Silent murmurs like a prayer
Pure and precious little people
Without a word they are peaceful

Little faces melting hearts
Sparking love off the charts
Time will pass as with impression
All they see is a lesson

All exposure will invade
And inside self will persuade
How to think, what to do
Behaviour learned inside of you

All are born to our first leaders
Mom and dad, or those who feed us
Satisfying needs convince
Survival is first influence

Grooming takes some preparation
Without the tools there’s hesitation
In the beginning it is provided
Until one day you just decided

Maybe there is something more
What is the reason all this is for
To ask a question, expects an answer
For every one, so many transfer

With the expansion of creation
People grow and fill the nation
Every single solitary root
Has potential to bear much fruit

Some say our God became bored
Created earth where man explored
And when the earth Big Bang was formed
From God’s own heart his love adorned

What in your life is true abatement
If you don’t have a mission statement
This to honour and hold true
Loyal servants, all of you

On the side of good or evil
All decisions are conceivable
In order for a love to grow
Love of evil has to show

Basic needs are satisfying
Evil wants, just cause crying
When you see your own true value
Sit on this throne, enjoy the view

#PaulaG

‼️INSIDE YOU‼️

‼️INSIDE YOU‼️

From a place

With no space

There is a voice

Making noise

In character

Not amateur

Professional

Phenomenal

It sings to you

And touches too

Makes you aware

Faceless glare

Singing loud

When in a crowd

Humming softly

When you’re lonely

From time to time

You hear the chime

There is no fear

When you are here

Not every word

Is always heard

As you grow

You think you know

Until the time

Your world is grime

Face implants

Dirty chants

After abuse

There’s nothing else

Here the song

With words are strong

First the murmur

Breathless whisper

Composer true

Sings “Get up you”

“I command

You must stand”

Inside your body

This is Godly

This was missing

Now you listen

Compromising

Slowly rising

This is a plan

“I think I can”

The singer bursts

“You are not cursed”

Agony in lyrical

Painful is satirical

Awakened verse

Was there at birth

The song in you

This gift is true

There is a reason

So listen in

#PaulaG

#motivation #poetry #inspiration #opism

“Sometimes out there

Life is not fair

What is in you

Will not abuse you”

#Opism

‼️WHAT TO WEAR‼️

‼️𝓦𝓗𝓐𝓣 𝓣𝓞 𝓦𝓔𝓐𝓡‼️

Before you dress

You check the weather

Here I address

Something better

When you decide

What to wear

Standing still

In your underwear

Put on a smile

Make it real

Other hearts

You will steal

In the closet

Find that faith

Put it on

Before you bathe

Add some kindness

This is becoming

A major fashion

It is stunning

As you move

About your room

Add compassion

To your groom

When you select

What you are wearing

Absolutely

Include caring

This is love

The extra bonus

There is no price

We all own this

Add a bandaid

Of forgiveness

Every outfit

Really needs this

Feeling better

This is desire

Open minds

Are best attire

If you dress up

In gratitude

The whole day long

You won’t be rude

For that extra

Little sparkle

Add dear hope

Just remarkable

It’s not that hard

To wear these jewels

Every outfit

They infuse

And don’t forget

To wear some clothes

You kinda need

To not expose

Now your ready

You are dressed

This is the outfit

That fits you best

#PaulaG