It would have been nice to have lunch with you
To hear and see all you have to do
In person with touch and a smile seldom seen
I preferred that we were the type to convene
I understand your list of lists
Completing tasks within your fists
Pressure shared you have too much
But does this mistress deserve your touch
It keeps the nerves anticipate
And in the night I random wake
For fretting in my bed alone
I wonder if you’re coming home
With lives so apart in another town
You seldom see my inner frown
I try to reveal a smile on my face
When deep inside I’m torn with disgrace
Why the hauntings inside of me
What do I have to do to be free?
Have I granted to the evil wing?
Or have I heard most everything?
I hear, I see, I don’t want more
I just want to shut the door
Remind me once for goodness sake
Why I stay and participate
You never answer often quests
So many more, those requests
I cry, I beg, I nag to you
And here I stand in front of you
Arms out wide and heart so open
Just one smile and all forgotten
Ask too much from you to me?
Check again; your judge of me
So look inside your soul dear sir
Find the one so hidden obscure
You’re holding the gun, with the choice to pull it
Release the pain and send that bullet.
Do you listen to your soul when It’s calling?
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